*you hurt me every second of the day, you just dont know you did;;

I knew I shouldnt have worn slippers yesterday. I had decided to walk home from Queenstown station. My bag was heavy and I was sorta walking in a daze. My feet have blisters and small stones kept creeping under my foot. And when I crossed the road with no traffic light, I didnt see the cab wanting to turn. The stupid car honked at me, and I literally jumped. Stupid car. Scared the hell outta me.

Isabelle's mom sms-ed me yesterday night, asking where was Isabelle. I told her she was avoiding me and her mom asked me if I noticed a negative change in her attitude. I said yes, but dont know what happened. And without warning her mom told me everything that happened. Bout that fella and everything. But well, I'm glad her parents know. Her mom even thanked me for my concern. I was like, 'huh?' But anw.. I'm just glad her parents know.. Sometimes.. I really miss her.. I mean, no matter how horrible she treated me last time she still was my best friend. Note, I used was.

Today was cool, I brought Matthew to play with Alson, Joshua, Jonathan and Yong Leng. I think they liked playing with Matthew. There were many doubles matches, some matchpoint 15, some 7. I teamed with Matthew and I think we won every game we played, thanks to Matthew. He played really well, it amuses me just to think of how Jon Ong or Matthew Leong would fare. The stupid blisters hurt me purty much. I dunno why, but in the middle of the last game I got so mad at myself that I just kept using alot of force, some became smashes, others just went totally out. But who cares. Its over anw.

I didnt update for so long. Tsk. Anw, gotta go. I dont feel like writing anything else.